FRATERNAL BEAUTY

As refreshing as it can be,
I know that I found something in you
that I long to keep in my safe haven.
The moment was right
when I first saw you walk through the door.
I must admit that I have a little fantasy
hidden somewhere in the corner of my mind.
Too shy to look at you
for I know you might catch a glimpse
of the private thought.
It was unexpected….
For I am dwelling with my past and present
and no one to reach out
and no one to share those moments
of desires hidden in my core.

Have I not wondered where will you come from
or if you did will you know it?


Well, thoughts are always better in the mind
then searching for the reality.
I rather search my thoughts
for the reality I see today.
So you are the reality of my conscience
and I can see the emotions
of my mistakes in your eyes.
At least that is true for me.
So I weight my deep sub-conscience
that I suppose one cannot see or feel
but only in the sub-conscience. B
ut I had to break the conscience of my emotions to see what I need to see
beyond what
I wanted to see
in you.

Yes,
my friend,
I saw a love so deep;
selflessly portraying you in a platter
to the one who is lost in his past.
I saw the way you saw me.

But,
I am a wonderer
looking for a deeper strength
to renew my soul.
I drown in the waters of the deep only to search for the pearl
in the oyster of my heart.

I have lost it
and will never find it.
I have lost it
even before I knew it was there.
Too late to hate myself
and too strong to return to my past…

So I am dwelling
in the past and present
and no one to reach out to
and no one to share
those moments of desires hidden in my core.

What I have now with you
is not taken for granted
nor will it be deserted.

I feel comfort beyond recognition
and solace beyond hope.

So I need you more
then you need me
at this point in my life.
Spiritual and emotional effervescences,
we can be for each other.

My passion and desires
for carnal elements are gone
without trace for now.
I am not searching
neither am I waiting
for the one to deliver me……

So I am dwelling in the past and present
and no one to reach out
and no one to share those moments
of desires hidden in my core.

Fraternal beauty is beyond
the fragrance of a perfume.
It is the hands that searched the earth
for the divine intervention to create
the scent of beauty
that we so often erase
from the walls of our minds.

Let us be the hands to create
an aromatic fraternal beauty
for our lives.

We shall not be forgotten….